So I didn't hear anything from my GP after calling to make a phone appointment about being referred to a gender clinic a few weeks back...Gonna try calling again tomorrow.

I kinda hate how much energy this takes me, I truly despise phone calls. Doubly so when nothing comes from it.

euugh I couldn't do it, got really anxious and felt sicky. Didn't help that it turns out I wasn't home alone today since for some reason my brothers gf has stayed over, even though he's gone to work and she's just....here. And I don't like her very much, hardly speaks and is a huge hrry ptter fan which just makes me raise an eyebrow.