Sometimes I think about gender stuff. But not really my own, just like broadly about gender stuff. But recently the term Gender Apathetic has been stuck in my brain. I've heard it a single digit number of times over like the past 5 years and my response is always. "Mood." but then I would move on without thinking about it because I don't really consider my own gender stuff as anything beyond. "I exist and that's usually fine."
Only now has my dumb ass done any amount of looking into the term Gender Apathetic beyond just Knowing What Words Mean. It's pretty straight forward. But now I'm like. "HEY! GUESS WHAT IDIOT! THAT'S YOU!"
It is. It is me. I don't identify one way or another nor do I care how other people Identify me. What pronouns or gendered terms I use for myself at any given moment in time are based on what sounds better or what I think is funnier. I'm just vibing, honestly.
Honestly over all I think it's very funny that my own gender apathy is the reason I never thought too hard about what being Gender Apathetic means.