NireBryce

reality is the battlefield

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🐥 I am not embroiled in any legal battle
🐦 other than battles that are legal 🎮

I speak to the universe and it speaks back, in it's own way.

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I live on the northeast coast of the US.

'non-functional programmer'. 'far left'.

conceptual midwife.

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NireBryce
@NireBryce

It's not supposed to flake, or rust. They're signs of damage -- often of deep neglect.

buildings change hands, no one thinks about maintenance -- real estate investment means it changes hands before that ever matters, up until it does.

I was thinking today about bus stop rain shelters, as one does, and how a lot of people don't seem to realize that advertising ate the world a long time ago, not twenty years ago.

It's easy to tune out. But the bright colors of the cities are just ads, when you bother to look at them, and not the ads on your phone.


NireBryce
@NireBryce

today on my bike ride through the rotting corpse of connecticut, as I do every few days;

I saw a building, wrapped in bright red vinyl, advertising yet another apartment complex. This one was empty.

The spalling mentioned above was showing even through the vinyl wrap. evictions long served, the shell game continuing.

I'm sure they'll knock down the 14 stories and put up 6.


NireBryce
@NireBryce

and the parents are afraid of that, because the news is afraid of that.

no one asks why, it's just that the screens are addictive, claim the psychologists and the screen companies.

keep them off of them! it's ruining their grades! it's ruining their mood! it's making them apathetic!

zoomers are so cringe.

their parks close at 4pm, because there might be drugs in them. Or people who don't have a bed, looking for a place to sleep. Or, heaven forbid, pee.

or, worse, all that noise from the teens might drive down property values.

they kick you out of malls now if you're under 18 and don't have a parent around.

I wonder how many people actually know that. I don't think anyone over 18 has shopped at a mall in over a decade.


NireBryce
@NireBryce

I hate to keep coming back to it, but the spalling is just so obvious once you know what you're looking for. I don't mean to make you dwell.

they tried to blame it on skateboards in the 90s, you know. I can't verify that one.

It hit me when I turned 30. seems smart. shift the obvious rot onto the skateboarders -- always clattering, cutting close, scaring people,

bleeding on the just-bleached pavement. surely they're what's destroying the buildings. But we made the plazas private.

Where no one ever walks. Rotting, all the same, and after the pandemic, the concrete shrapnel isn't even cleaned from the courtyard.

The rebar stains turn it the same color as the skateboarders did. less teeth, i guess.


NireBryce
@NireBryce

the other day, when setting up a new install on my laptop, I was served a 6 hour ad on youtube.

church thing. Just played elevator music. Cursed. Left as soon as I could. Nothing good could come of that.

remember when they marketed an entire war, when we were kids, and the vast majority of people over 30 just. went okay, and supported it

I guess they were afraid of something. groomers, perhaps. I don't really remember, the justifications all sort of blur together.

it's trans day of visibility, and all I can think about is just how visible everything is


NireBryce
@NireBryce

in 2017 a lot of well-meaning progressives

were making allegories to how people who didn't see themselves as supporting the nazis but nevertheless participated in the german state said they were just being "good germans". How all the germans left, who didn't flee, were that.

I think about them lately. One of them in particular. No spare cycles to help the fight -- they just bought a house.

Whereas the Bund, and the Weiße Rose, and countless others, were active into the 40s.

and then the rest, unable to leave, but helpless to do anything, as anything they say gets shouted down by most of any room.

the parents' fears on both extremes are justified -- one sides' fear makes the world more dangerous, the other sides' fear makes the world more isolated.

media sells to both sides -- they're in advertising. Advertising is better than arms dealing, you see. Because people who haven't lost a war in 60 years will keep buying weapons.

I can't really say roblox is a worse place to spend your time.


NireBryce
@NireBryce

it's going to be weird when the bridges start falling and we're told it's normal, and with the pressures of the job and the pressures of landlords, we, too, just shrug and go with it. Because it's not like you can do anything else.

they're too busy trying to legislate trans people out of existence to maintain their properties.

can you imagine that?

millions, down the drain. But I guess that's the story of crusades, huh.


NireBryce
@NireBryce

Enough that they can no longer scare us into staying hidden from each other. or us never finding out in the first place.

I know I'm a day late and it's bleeding into april fools. But the world's rotting around us and everyone feels like speaking out will get them yelled down, so they shrug and keep moving.

but, with all apologies to Mx. Malady,

we've been being visible like a flare placed where no one bothers to see it.


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Bridges already fall, and we're mostly not told about it. I know at least 2 failed in Minnesota in the last 5 years, and it was local news but never really national. And did the major news networks pick up the giant disaster train wreck in Ohio? Only a blip and move on, I'd wager the majority of people haven't heard of it. The apparatus can't allow itself to have a public memory or attention span because it's only the momentum that keeps stirring up the anger and fear and stops people from paying attention to something other than what they're fed.

A brief comment naturally glosses over a lot. Far from masterful, I believe it is blind, as the human parts reduced to machine interactions and discouraged from communicating except in narrow lines to accomplish these things pass up through the hierarchy only the information asked for by the forms and metrics; numbers cooked to make each level look good to their own boss. It's perverse incentives all the way down.

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Well, I have no clue what that tweet is suggesting we do, if it is suggesting anything, but I am having one of those feeling like I'm thinking through waist high water times right at the moment, which makes it extra hard to detect and decipher subtext. (And also means it took me an hour-ish to write this, though most of that was typing and then deleting probably-irrelevant things, like two quotes from fictional characters that popped into my head while I was trying to figure out what that tweet could mean)

things are better now than they were, as weird as that may sound.

we have a surprising amount of support that lets us act together in the open much easier than a decade ago.

imo our rise to popular support immediately followed by the election of trump made them panic and force this fight (all of the organized anti trans stuff) before they were ready, because they thought they had popular support. now they're fighting hard to push it through, but they're no longer doing it in the dark, and as organized as they are, it's extremely disorganized in execution.

the saying goes "first they ignore you, then they laugh at you, then they fight you, then you win"¹ for a reason; fighting in the open means they know they're losing and only a decisive victory can swing it for them. it also means they've revealed their positions.

[1] it's actually "First they ignore you. Then they ridicule you. And then they attack you and want to burn you. And then they build monuments to you" but that's much less illustrative. labor has great slogans though.

the difference between trans people now vs these ppl's previous targets (first against victims of priests, and then against gay marriage), is that we're a relatively small group, but the realization and transition often happens mid career. so we end up being like a union that covers many industries and collaborate across them.

we've got, just off the top of my head in my circles, three tight cliques that rival bell labs

(also enough of us have played EVE Hardball that we could probably run an intelligence agency* if we actually got our ADHD properly treated across the board. After all, who better to infiltrate than someone who went stealth for a decade?)

they picked the wrong time to fight and the wrong medium to fight on. And they picked the group most likely to have the technical skills to exploit their lack of literacy there.

it will not be an easy few years, but our victory will be overwhelming and it will be complete.

*: against these people in particular; I have no illusions about state opponents