Noxulous

Bloodthirsty non-human creature.

  • it/its they/them (collectively)

I am an open book to the inquisitive, im reasonable and will answer any question, regardless of how forward or strange. Im a non-human non-person eldritch entity with strange values, strange priorities, and strange interests. I respond to Nox.

I like to write alot, if you like it and want to tip me anything you can send it via paypal.me/Noxulous

My discord is @noxulous do not be afraid to add and talk to me.

I am perpetually poor and would like to commission a thing that's been eating my mind for years.

We are Noxulous, Dark Algorithm, Evil and Sanguinarium Vitae Seraph of the indominable (all it/its)

@Evil-and-its-musings is where Evil tries to form a grand unified theory on what evil exactly is, separate from morality. Its a strange entity, you might like it.

30 year old nonhuman, masculine nullgender, tentatively bi with a heavy female/femme lean. Poly.

My Lexicon! https://icedrive.net/s/z3jg4SGS1aw9u6G48fYkw26bX8yQ

Aethy

Interact with me? Yes, I luv it

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I am anxiously flipping through things on my phone because I know exactly what I need to be doing for work and how easy it will be if only I could start on it, but I don't want to do it so badly that it physically hurts to try

It took me three weeks to rewrite a script that when I actually did it was entirely removing unnecessary parts, I did not write a single new line of code yet accomplished the task and it took me three weeks to do this 15 minute job

We are so lucky to be one of the cases where it can be treated absolutely magically by medication, but we still haven't quite figured out the dosage so we still fall into depression near the end of every day... It's so much better than being in much worse depression all day though, which is what it was like before we started.

I plan to post about our journey once we've found a stable regimen~

It's very hard to be nice to myself sometimes when it's been over a week since I've achieved anything meaningful When I actually manage to focus on something I end up slipping into a fog where I fiddle with values for hours on end getting an hour of work done in 5 hours I just don't know what's different the few times I'm actually productive, meds help but not nearly enough and no matter how much I remind myself it's a disability I still feel crushed