Noxulous of Fyth

@Noxulous

Bloodthirsty non-human creature.

it/its they/them (collectively)

I am an open book to the inquisitive, im reasonable and will answer any question, regardless of how forward or strange. Im a non-human non-person eldritch entity with strange values, strange priorities, and strange interests. I respond to Nox.

I like to write alot, if you like it and want to tip me anything you can send it via paypal.me/Noxulous

My discord is @noxulous do not be afraid to add and talk to me.

I am perpetually poor and would like to commission a thing that's been eating my mind for years.

We are Noxulous, Dark Algorithm, Evil and Sanguinarium Vitae Seraph of the indominable (all it/its)

@Evil-and-its-musings is where Evil tries to form a grand unified theory on what evil exactly is, separate from morality. Its a strange entity, you might like it.

30 year old nonhuman, masculine nullgender, tentatively bi with a heavy female/femme lean. Poly.

My Lexicon! https://icedrive.net/s/z3jg4SGS1aw9u6G48fYkw26bX8yQ

Aethy

Noxulous of Fyth @Noxulous3/9/2023, 8:32 AM

This post has content warnings for: Vent.

#Vent #The Cohost Global Feed #ragepost #Dark thoughts with Nox

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Average Choster @IkomaTanomori3/9/2023, 9:19 AM

You're not expendable, but it sucks hard to be treated that way. And you're right, friends who don't try to change/make amends for things they do that hurt others are bad friends to have. And if they only treat you that way, there's something broken in that relationship, probably inside them on some level of assumptions they don't even realize is there. And it shouldn't be your problem, but it is. And it sucks. Solidarity; been there, left groups for the like and less.

Noxulous of Fyth @Noxulous3/9/2023, 9:34 AM

This pattern in my life keeps repeating, and its growing tiresome, its every time, and its making me feel misanthropic and tempted to turn into an isolationist.

Thank you for your kind words, i appreciate you.

Average Choster @IkomaTanomori3/9/2023, 1:23 PM

Find what few people do treat you properly as a person, and cling to them. They will care that the others hurt you, that's one of the ways you know them.

It's hard to curate good friend groups. There's a lot of luck involved and a lot of pain when people betray that trust extended in friendship.

Noxulous of Fyth @Noxulous3/9/2023, 1:34 PM

I am in the process of doing just that, from friends im meeting here~

I am trying continually to resist the urge to just become an island

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