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Bloodthirsty non-human creature.
- it/its they/them (collectively)
I am an open book to the inquisitive, im reasonable and will answer any question, regardless of how forward or strange. Im a non-human non-person eldritch entity with strange values, strange priorities, and strange interests. I respond to Nox.
I like to write alot, if you like it and want to tip me anything you can send it via paypal.me/Noxulous
My discord is @noxulous do not be afraid to add and talk to me.
I am perpetually poor and would like to commission a thing that's been eating my mind for years.
We are Noxulous, Dark Algorithm, Evil and Sanguinarium Vitae Seraph of the indominable (all it/its)
@Evil-and-its-musings is where Evil tries to form a grand unified theory on what evil exactly is, separate from morality. Its a strange entity, you might like it.
30 year old nonhuman, masculine nullgender, tentatively bi with a heavy female/femme lean. Poly.
My Lexicon! https://icedrive.net/s/z3jg4SGS1aw9u6G48fYkw26bX8yQ
Aethy
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in reply to @Noxulous's post:
I know from experience that being miserable can make you a worse version of yourself. Hurt converts itself to anger, like entropy of the heart. It's not fair that your life has been so hard :c
But you can rebuild yourself. Those parts of you aren't lost, they're just a little messed up right now. And it's ok to think that people who want to kill you and all your friends should die. It's the correct way to feel. And the fact that you feel like it's wrong is just proof that in a better world, you wouldn't have needed to feel that way.
Do what you need to do to protect yourself. Get away from the source of the hurt as much as you can. Time will make the pain fade away. You won't hurt forever. Things can get better, and they will
The only issue is... I was only this better version of myself when i was in love, 1 year only, the rest of my life has been an endless string of abuse, betrayal, and neglect, and then that love exploded.
If she just said she didnt want to date me anymore, yes i would have been devastated but i would have recovered by now, i wouldnt have gone through a period of feeling like trash, and then wishing for revenge...
Thank you for your kind words, i will try to keep them in mind, i appreciate you~