it's like a thing a genie or a sphinx or one of those fucked up puzzle doors from fable would ask. i feel like i'm being led into an ambush. i feel like i'm in a missing scene from 'indiana jones and the last crusade'
what is something i think i care about more than the average person. what is something i think i care about more than the average person. what is something i think i care about more than the average person.
[tentatively, as if answering a riddle] this... question?
gut answer: most of the things i care about at all, which for some reason feels suddenly like standing at the edge of a precipice, actually
I get nutty about tjose because i see a time coming when this economy will be so hostile to me and those like me that we wont be able to participate in it and need to found our own forest commune, im trying to gather all the knowledge necessary to make that possible and i often feel unhinged for how much i want this and others seem less interested in it
