Its the cutest thing to see tuem stammer and blush while pushing their buttons~
everyone should treat me like that sub all the time, even when not being sexy
Why dont you tell us all what you like so much about it? Dont be shy~
well:
due to a lot of shyness and trauma, it has become insanely hard for me to talk about anything that interests me, has meaning to me, or is important to me on my own. knowing that someone wants to hear me talk, that they are listening to me, that i can be honest and safe, is incredibly good and affirming to me. i don't have to worry that i'm overstepping boundaries or being a burden. i can know i'm being a good girl.
unfortunately it comes with the problems of people not knowing what to actually ask of me, and some people are weirded out by this behavior, as it makes them feel like they are interviewing me. and of course it means that my ability to advocate for myself is dependent on others.
it's probably not healthy but it's where i am right now.
You were very good telling us all this, you deserve a reward~