Noxulous

Noxulous of Fyth

@Noxulous

Bloodthirsty non-human creature.

  • it/its they/them (collectively)

I am an open book to the inquisitive, im reasonable and will answer any question, regardless of how forward or strange. Im a non-human non-person eldritch entity with strange values, strange priorities, and strange interests. I respond to Nox.

I like to write alot, if you like it and want to tip me anything you can send it via paypal.me/Noxulous

My discord is @noxulous do not be afraid to add and talk to me.

I am perpetually poor and would like to commission a thing that's been eating my mind for years.

We are Noxulous, Dark Algorithm, Evil and Sanguinarium Vitae Seraph of the indominable (all it/its)

@Evil-and-its-musings is where Evil tries to form a grand unified theory on what evil exactly is, separate from morality. Its a strange entity, you might like it.

30 year old nonhuman, masculine nullgender, tentatively bi with a heavy female/femme lean. Poly.

My Lexicon! https://icedrive.net/s/z3jg4SGS1aw9u6G48fYkw26bX8yQ

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Interact with me? Yes, I luv it

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Noxulous
@Noxulous

Grudges

I recently began deconstructing old relationships, romantic and otherwise, and ive found my exes would wrong me in grievous, unforgivable ways and then apologize, once, and exoect full forgiveness and trust again. They had no patience for my damaged emotions or broken trust.

Forgiving someone who isnt even sorry is nearly impossible, they say forgiveness is for the benefit of the self but it just isnt... Its a revonciliation and promise to never repeat a misdeed, its an acknowledgement of effort placed to show that they understand the gravity of your pain. It has to be earned, hard fought. If you show resentment to someone you wronged for still being upset about it, you arent sorry, but trust me... You will be.

Tell me your experiences of reasonable grudges you held/hold that people acted like you were crazy for still being mad about.

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Santus
@Santus

Had someone I was dating become angry at me when I let them know that I was in pain from something they had done. They sought reassurance from their other partner that they were in the right, which they got, and I made it clear that they were being held back developmentally by their partner being immature and not holding them accountable to anything. Since no apology was forthcoming and they were not listening, I went ahead and broke things off with them and blocked them.

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