tfw you explain cohost to a former co-worker, reminisce about the reason why you cried so hard about it the first times. and cry again out of anger/sadness about why it couldn't subsist.
i think i am down to 10 times at this point ๐
the next two weeks are going to be rough, dude.
and I feel the bay area cohost wake on [redacted for spoilers] will be emotional for me as well.
but at least i know i won't be the only one. knowing that we are so many crying about it is genuinely, genuinely comforting.
still sucks, wish I didn't have to cry about a fucking website (complimentary).
I'll come to terms with it eventually, because I have to, we have to.
I really, really, really hope that someone sees what went wrong with cohost, what was good about it and manages to succeed where it failed.
because honestly, it the good ideas behind it do not survive, I'll be genuinely very sad (and a part of me is bracing itself for that, if I'm being honest)
(ah, there's an 11th cry while writing this)
that final post will be a real doozy (positive) (sad) (emotional)
