Devout christian son who believes in intellegent design and faith to atheist depressed nonbinary lostly floating college student to trans girl weirdly into robots and constructs who wants the comfort of knowing each part of her was designed and mandated and that a clockwork god may still yet tinker and update their creation to Its need as the world shifts around her. To do away with the straps and restraints of an ancient god and calf to to accept that the act of formation itself is divine without divinity. To be able to rewrite and reformat and diagnose and say Hello Again, World
Or maybe I just wanna be a cute lil kittybot who knows lmao