my entire life a whole lot of people have made assumptions about my intentions based purely on whatever deeper meaning they saw in my actions when, in reality, it was just the best I could do at the time
I think my childhood would've gone a lot better if the people in my life had not assumed I was playing 4D chess and instead just understood that I was constantly struggling and my actions and words were imperfect results from what I had to work with
anyway I really like all the game design talk that's been going around about this topic and I'm gonna play games with a slightly more open mind from now on
