hmmm
i think i do need to go back to daily adderall
i am going to need the extra help to deal with the SAD
i am fine! my emotional regulation is good, the adderall is helping immensely there, just... the other depression and ADHD symptoms like low motivation, time blindness, etc are kicking my ass
gonna wait a few days to see if this adderall refill goes through or if the shortage is still ongoing in my area.
i thiiiink i'm gonna try to maintain the schedule of "3 a week, unless i have a full bottle + a partial bottle, in which case i'll go daily until i'm back down to one bottle". basically using that partial bottle as a "buffer" in case of shortage
i might also be overbooking myself for social stuff atm
which
it is great that i am feeling well enough to do a lot of social interaction
but social interactions are inherently impossible to fit into a schedule and routine and that fucks with me a lot, esp when i'm already struggling with other adhd shit
it is rare that i do a lot of social stuff so... this is a great change but i don't have the experience needed to be able to properly balance it all