my mom looooooves to take photos of me and i hate it. i hate having to fake a smile. i hate having to pose. i hate that hundreds of snapshots of the way i don’t want to look will be preserved. i hate having to stop whatever i’m doing because i just have to be in the picture because god forbid i don’t fake happiness in everything i experience. it’s so fucking representative of how parents don’t see their children as full people
