PhormTheGenie

Vixen. Genie. Vixdjinn!

Hi! I'm Phorm, and I'm a Vixdjinn!

A Friendly Vixdjinn Says Hello!

I'm a genie girl, who really likes being a genie, and really likes everything about genies (really)! I'm a bit confused, lost, and trying to find my way, but I always enjoy interacting with folks here. (Trans🏳️‍⚧️, occasionally NSFW, Be 18+ or please be gone.)

A Genie Bottle, With A Rising Wisp of Pink Smoke In The Shape Of a Heart

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in reply to @PhormTheGenie's post:

All I can do is assure you that you're not alone in how you feel. I feel much the same way. It's so tough for those of us who struggle to pass.

I can also assure you that you are loved. Even if we're only out here on the other side of a screen, we are out here. I only wish we could be there for you outside the computer, able to be tangible and help you as you deserve.

I'm sorry that everything is as it is at the moment. I hope the clouds part soon.

I'm sorry that I'm doing this yet again, because I know it's far from the first time you've heard me go through this.

But it's inevitable, it feels like. It keeps being a thing because I'm broken and malformed somehow. It's not going to get better.

I appreciate that you are so kind, and all that you offer in terms of support. I honestly do. I wish I were better and more deserving of it. Thank you for being there. I promise that I appreciate it.

look, I don't know you so great just yet, but I'd like to. as someone that took Entirely Too Long to figure themselves out, and that feels outside of trans culture, and barely knows where to start and doubts they could ever look all that cute. I still think it's worth trying, you know? while there's still life left to live. you're not the only middle-aged trans burnout, that's for sure.

Thank you.

I'm really struggling right now, so I'm not sure I feel that it's still worth trying. The challenge is, I don't see things being possible without that kind of community, but I also don't see myself ever finding one.

I'm wishing you all the best, friend. I'm hoping you find what you need soon. And thank you for your kindness.

been there, felt the same way, had my own fruitless searches for community. somehow I am finding my niche among other weird gremlin furries. even then there are weeks where I still don't feel like I fit in so great anywhere. depression sucks like that. therapy helps.

hope you manage to start finding a niche for yourself. I'll do my best to help.