Looking at my Twitch wrap-up this year and wondering if I should regard these statistics with Pride, or Shame.

Hi! I'm Phorm, and I'm a Vixdjinn!

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Looking at my Twitch wrap-up this year and wondering if I should regard these statistics with Pride, or Shame.
I usually don't even log onto twitch while watching to chat. Being social can be difficult for many reasons and sometimes you just need a tiny excuse like, "Ugh, I don't wanna have to log in, I'll just sit here and watch," for it to be enough to keep you from socializing. I don't think I've ever even messaged someone on Discord before. I just let others message me first >_<; Nooot one of my strong areas. Still, I wish you luck in talking more <3
I confess I stay logged in so I can avoid ads, and make clips, but I just...
I have a habit of being the "annoying", "awkward", or "deeply uncomfortable" person in a chat. I don't want to muck up a community with my presence.
Actually, I feel that way too. Like, no one else in chat ever replies to anything I say so it feels like I'm just filling space that's still empty though I'm in it, if that makes sense. I think on both our parts we're incorrect about these feelings... but overcoming the bad brain junk is super hard.
I don't know if you comment in a different way on Twitch, but I can at least confirm you don't come off at all as annoying or awkward here on cohost. <3
I very much appreciate your reassurance and your continued kindness, friend ❤️ You are wonderful.