Me: You know, I wonder if I should reach out and talk to--
My brain: Oh my god, no. Please never talk to anyone. You are an embarrassment and will make a mess of everything.
Me: Oh yeah, that's right, good point.
Vixen. Genie. Vixdjinn!
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Hi! I'm Phorm, and I'm a Vixdjinn!
I'm a genie girl, who really likes being a genie, and really likes everything about genies (really)! I'm a bit confused, lost, and trying to find my way, but I always enjoy interacting with folks here. (Trans🏳️⚧️, occasionally NSFW, Be 18+ or please be gone.)
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in reply to @PhormTheGenie's post:
I'd love to chatter with you!
I'm sorry you're having to deal with bad brain, I hope it fades soon 💕
(my handle should be visible to you on my profile, though if you message me right now I am about to go to bed)
I really appreciate that!! Thank you so.
I'm just a mess of social anxiety, is the thing. Up to and including agonizing about how I came off during even minor interactions, long after those interactions have concluded. I presume it's just brain = bad stuff, I think. I hope.
(I'm also awful at any messaging platforms due to that fact and work schedule... But I'll try to add you sometime soon if I can get the courage! And please, do sleep well ❤️)
Been there, and it sucks. But I assure you, I love it when you reach out to me, at least.
Thanks a bunch, Charlotte. I mean that. You've ever and always been an extremely positive presence in my life, and I'm so grateful for that. I always love talking with you as well.
For the record, since sometimes brains are mean and it's good to have it spelled out clearly, you can reach out to me at any time. I will always be overjoyed to hear from you. ^_^
Brains are VERY mean like that. And mine does it so often.
I sincerely appreciate your offering that!! I always enjoy talking with you, about all things genie and otherwise. I feel like I owe you so much already, though. Thank you so, friend <3
Well, at least this time you put the hose on the hookah instead of the bottle.
In all seriousness, though, you have a really good point. Would love to spend a quite evening zoning out in your good company <3 Quality girl's night.
(Also, this is amazing and lovely, and thank you so for sharing it!! <3 )
hugs and pets I do wish we were more effective against that bad brain....
Hugs softly Brains are the worst. Bad brains in particular. It's true.
I'm sorry I don't reach out to you more!
Ah, brains.
Always causing the most irritating problems that we can't fix, because need brain to fix brain and brain don't like that.
Yes, bad brain needs brain to fix brain and bad brain is bad because can't fix bad brain means brain too bad to brain brain.... brain!!!
... The case for being an airhead increases every day.
Pleasantly smooth brain due to inflation
Wait, sorry! Wandering afield into my own airhead antics.
May your brain and you occasionally reach accord.
I assure you this was not afield in the slightest ❤️!
FWOOOMP
I really enjoy talking to you. <3 Very sweet, smart, and funny vixdjinn ^u^
I get bouts of bad brain pretty regularly as well. I've been trying to type out messages to people and make myself quickly hit send before I can rethink anything. I've only been partially successful at it but the fact that when I manage to hit send it never really results in any of the negative outcomes my brain has cooked up HAS to be teaching this brain that those fears are unfounded. Positive reinforcement: if I do the thing I'm afraid of and nothing bad happens, it gets easier to do going forward ^_^
You're far to kind to me. Thank you so, Reba <3
It's really frustrating, and kind of paralyzing, to experience. I always find myself feeling as if I'm bothersome, irritating, or unwanted. I feel like you're on the right track trying to get past the second-guessing - Positive reinforcement feels like a pretty effective path out of it.
Yeah, I'm right there with you feeling bothersome, or irritating, or unwanted. The other part of positive reinforcement is giving those around you the benefit of the doubt when they tell you you're none of those things <3 We can all help each other battle our bad brains together. Take care Phorm ^u^
