TIFF

Falling apart a bit is fine, I'd say. Like, not actually a good thing, but... we're only human with our limitations in this fragile shell of flesh, and thus it's okay to be a bit of a mess. Keeping things tidy constantly is a huge struggle, and, as somebody who's been trying to lose weight as well..... AUUGHH. It's genuinely a huge struggle, isn't it. BUT WE CAN PERSEVERE IN BOTH RESPECTS... Temporary weight loss is better than weight gain, and tidying up in small ways isn't too exhausting, maybe... (Additionally tidied up a bunch of crap I had around yesterday, so... yeah... I feel that. Just staring at a mountain or two of clutter and being like......... uggghhhhh.........)

With the irl friends bit....... You are absolutely not bad at conversations, no, pff. It's super fun talking with you!!! Having an actual conversation piece helps for sure, but. I think, there, that's........ I mean, if your friends are enjoying rambling or whatever the heck, that's gotta be worth something. BUT IF IT'S UPSETTING, THEN........ A. Hopefully a zatsudan or twenty can recover that EXP......