I'll just do whatever I want!! I'll learn about making websites this week, I'll do some art too while I'm at it! It's ok if I fumble my japanese streak as long as I'm staying productive some other way that isn't pure work!! I've tried to contain my jack of all trades innate talent and then I'm let down when I fumble something!
Yeah I won't be good at jp in a year! I won't make a game worth anything in 2 years! If I was going to be good at something I'd be good at it now! I'll just bite a piece of every pie and eventually gain competence in everything! I'll never be a pro but it's ok as long as I'm fulfilled!