got actually good sleep two nights in a row a couple nights ago. the difference in life quality is insane. back to bad sleep tho =( for some reason my earplugs keep falling out
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Nice and oh no! Bad sleep is a problem I wrestle with. It is not easy, and I have never manage to have a consistant schedule. Sometimes I fall asleep around midnight, then I wake up at 2 PM. Sometimes I fall asleep at 6 AM, than I wake up at noon. No idea how it work. My point is, I know how much it sucks to have trouble with sleep, so I am glad you could at least get two good nights.
These days, I am starting to become resentful of my need to sleep. There is so much I can do, so much I can read, so much I can learn, and I know so little, I am so ignorant. I know this is not a healthy attitude. I know I am supposed to think that I have done my best everyday, and be grateful for my need to sleep. I know that it is a good thing to take care of myself. But I can't help it. I feel like I am not doing enough to do what I want, which is to one day leave my parent's house and go back to live in the city. It's all so slow, and I don't know if my feelings are rational or irrational.
ahhh those sleep problems sound awful!
also i too experience a resentment about having to sleep. every single night i dont want to go to sleep because there are other things i want to do instead. my days never feel complete!
hugs :)
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