I just want people to tell me I'm enough but not in a naive way that doesn't understand my situation I want them to know and see the ways in which I haven't been enough for others and over and over again I've been told I'm not enough and that I'm not trying hard enough and that my best isn't good enough and I want them to see that I'm fucking trying and then after all that i want them to still say im enough
one person has and I just... I need more people to tell me because it's so hard to believe and to trust
like will they understand if it becomes that I'm burdening them? will I still be enough then? is my enoughness conditional on your distance from me