i'm definitely addicted to sugar. and sometimes i eat it and it doesn't even taste good. but sometimes i eat sugar and it does taste good. and yeah, of course it does, it's not like humans would get addicted to something that tastes bad[1]
but SOMETIMES i eat sugar and it doesn't just taste good but it also feels great, in my body. chocolate chip pancakes in particular (also juice, sometimes). eating choc pancakes can feel like i'm restoring my soul. my body craves another bite, not just my head & mouth.
i find this confusing because i generally trust how my body feels towards things (not so much my head & mouth), but i also know that refined sugar is terrible for the body. so what does it mean that my body craves it ...?
but tonight i was like ... is this just an extension of "of course it tastes good, it's addictive"? is my "body yearning" just "addictive thing feels good to consume" (more news at 11) but stronger?
curious if anyone has experiences around this
[1]: would we ...?
