I am thirsty
I want to drink water
but I do not have water with me and do not want to get up
I want to not want to drink water
but I wish such situations did not affect me so complexly, and instead I would simply get up and get water
I want to not want to not want to drink water
but since they do, I wish I could just accept myself
I want to accept wanting to not want to not want to drink water
but above it all in some spiritual sense I want to not want at all, so finally
I want to not want to accept wanting to not want to not want to drink water
