Life's about to get hella stressful again within the next couple of months. Been sick the past two weeks, and kinda low on energy since the start of the year. Feeling generally insecure, unfulfilled and not very positive.
Not looking forward to what's to come
Part of me feels like the only thing that's kept me going lately is sinking my free time into FFXIV and youtube, and forgetting about real life.
Forgetting about work. About my other interests. About most other people. About my life situation. About my future.
...about myself.
