been feeling not too good for the past couple of days - but also like i don't have a "reason" to feel bad...
i do think getting sidetracked into only playing video games for 5 more hours straight than intended - two days in a row - IS a pretty valid excuse for feeling upset, though. like, i had a bunch of other stuff to do (half of which i got done before finding myself stuck, thankfully) and now i've blown SO MUCH TIME into something that i didn't plan on doing.
i really feel like i wasn't in control of the situation, and that that time was just taken from me... which is extremely frustrating. and though this hasn't occurred (to quite this extent, anyways...) in recent times, i do recall feeling the same way in my teens, meaning it's probably not anything new. but why is it coming back now? (i'd blame my meds, but i haven't missed taking them even once this week :/ )
i can only hope it'll pass - soon, preferably. shit fucking sucks.