simultaneously excited to have broken free from my up-til-now drab outlook on life, but also anxious because in a way everything just feels so strange and foreign now. i feel like i don't really know myself anymore

simultaneously excited to have broken free from my up-til-now drab outlook on life, but also anxious because in a way everything just feels so strange and foreign now. i feel like i don't really know myself anymore
I'm glad your outlook is getting some fresh air. And, as long as you keep gently prodding at things with your mind you'll slowly get to know more of yourself in this new situation and hopefully that anxiety will fade. Good luck pal <3