>miss some sleep on a couple of nights
>feel like garbage
>miss way more the night after those
>instantly start feeling better
?????
i'm tired, i'm exhausted, i'm barely holding it all together. (i've also been Sad™️ for some reason?) i really think i should go home but i'm afraid of changing my plans on a whim like that; kinda don't have the spoons to Think rn
2 more hours... then i'm off to get the car checked and some other chores...
i want to go home now ;;