ok, something's been going on inside my head as of very recently... idk what it is really; part of it is i've just been feeling Different (not an entirely unfamiliar feeling though). kinda wanna just say "some form of autism".
shifting perspectives, attitudes, desires; suddenly intimidated by people again; feeling varying levels of overwhelmed by things around me; mild/moderate social ineptitude.
maybe it's my meds? like, it HAS felt like some of my doses have actually been duds (since months ago already). it's been pretty stable for a bit now... although it's also been kinda... "quiet" for a couple of weeks. for better or for worse.
it's like i was in a haze, but at least there were no distractions; now the haze has lifted, but i sorta just feel all over the place again. gah.