i don't really think about being trans on a regular basis since i've kind of Done A Ton of It Already in the past, and i don't like to dwell on things that make me feel fucking miserable (icymi, my first contact period got cut off for a whole year due to miscommunication, and i had to start all over instead of being able to resume where i left off... left a pretty fucking sour taste in my mouth 🙃)
anyways, with my appointment drawing closer, i've been feeling like i should be prepping for it in some way... except i have no idea how :x
looking through my (crude, disorganized and possibly outdated) notes? more likely to just confuse me and get me stuck on details.
reading up on treatments? i already know what i'm after, and what it all entails (for the most part).
looking up transition stories/timelines? ...for what, exactly?
like, i dunno. i just want to go in, answer some questions and get it over with. don't think there's much else i can do about it right now.
