Raake

Part-time human, full-time critter

  • she/they/it

A shapeshifter of sorts
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🏳️‍⚧️ Mtf

🩶 Gray ace (🔞)

💊 ADHD

😴 Perpetually eepy
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profile pic by Lilly


i gotta say though, now that i've got my windows reactivated, bought some nice clothes, changed my tyres, switched phone plans etc. it feels like i'm going somewhere with my life again. you'd think i'd feel good about that, but... i kinda don't. i'm more just relieved to get that stuff out of the way.

i'm slow to change my ways. most of the time i just do the same old stuff... because that's all i ever have the spoons for. everything else is a bother. it's like... even if it's something i want to do, i just don't have the energy to feel good about doing it...

(it gets a bit wordy and venty from here on (transition & life stuff); didn't mean to make it so but it kinda just turned out that way)



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@Raake

so i got like, what, 2 and a tenth things done of the 5 or 6 i had planned for today? and not much else. and on top of that now i gotta take care of the rest tomorrow, which is likely gonna take up the whole afternoon...

hate to be such a downer but goddamn am i sick of the majority of my days feeling like pure drudgery and/or recovering from it...


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@Raake

at least wednesday should be totally free... unless something pops up. here's hoping.



so i got like, what, 2 and a tenth things done of the 5 or 6 i had planned for today? and not much else. and on top of that now i gotta take care of the rest tomorrow, which is likely gonna take up the whole afternoon...

hate to be such a downer but goddamn am i sick of the majority of my days feeling like pure drudgery and/or recovering from it...



thought it'd only take like an hour or two to set up broadband for sis, but we ended up spending 5 fucking hours on it, all because i had Lacked some Critical Information earlier and so we couldn't refund a router that turned out to be incompatible with her fucking house <__> cue the two of us spending the next ~2 hours mostly just sitting around, waiting for the actual ISP store to open up...