My least favorite thing about being tired all of the time is I have no enthusiasm for my own projects. I think about things I want to make for even 5 minutes and it's like my entire body runs out of energy for existing. It's the fatigue that hits after a long and difficult work day, except now it's there when I wake up and lingers overhead as I sleeplessly go through the motions of staring into the void of joyless and unproductive passtimes.
I just want to be me again.