We've tried a couple of different drugs on me and nothing works because my nervous system doesn't play well with like, any depressants or things that act along the same axis as CBD/THC. It's really quite vexing.
Y'all, it shouldn't be possible to both suffer from Parkinsonsism and PTSD, because you'd expect the PTSD related stress activation to help preserve mechanisms associated with dopamine-linked disorders. Turns out, that's really not how it works in practice lmao.
Also a lot of my problems are sex-hormone linked and that part fucks me up. I've needed Estrogen this entire time and I think the only reason I didn't need it before was because I produced normal amounts of Testosterone which suppressed female-expression in a lot of my cells. Now it's like, I don't think those molecular switches can be un-flipped, when I have high T I'm extra miserable and seem to suffer from ED. THAT DOESN'T EVEN MAKE SENSE
