Salubrious

A grand and intoxicating innocence

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So. I've been thinkin' about the ol' gender again and this time conveniently lines up with an appointment with my psychologist that was organised months ago to check up on how my ADHD meds are treating me, so for the first time I'm planning on actually bringing this up with a professional and seeing if I can start getting somewhere and figuring this shit out instead of treading water for the rest of my life and dying going "Well being masculine is FINE I guess, don't want to make a fuss."

And in preparation for that, just today I thought I'd do a quick little exercise of writing up the reasons for and against me being somewhere in the female-nonbinary range versus male/male-nonbinary and like...

Of course you are idiot.

You easily came up with 17 reasons for and struggled to come up with 2 against. You had to draw a line across the half a page you reserved for against to fit in more for. Fucking bozo.

So I guess I'd say this has kind of steeled my resolve. I was worried when I first decided to bring this up at my appointment that I might chicken out or 'solve' it in my head before then and just wait around for the same thoughts to come up 6 months later. But nah, I'm in and I'm doing this and I don't know where it's gonna go but I have a few guesses and actually, I'm kinda psyched.


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in reply to @Salubrious's post:

Thanks Sangy! ❤️ I'm sure wherever I end up with this (Even if it's where I started, though I doubt that) is sure it'll be a net positive for me. Maybe just my current optimism talking, I dunno, but I trust it lol