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I like to draw and code and sometimes do other things.
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Briefly thought "I wonder if practicing handwriting would strengthen wrist muscles and prevent RSI" and while I don't think that's necessarily true it made me imagine a world where youtubers are getting sponsorships from gaming-aesthetic notebooks with like, kindergarden level handwriting writing practice guides in them.
For the longest time I thought 'milquetoast' was spelled 'Milk toast' and referred to like. Some really bland, uninteresting white bread from the 1970s or something.
I feel like whenever I see posts talking about political issues that need organization and active fighting against, I just kinda shut down. These are things I want to support and encourage but I feel like a combination of anxiety and general cynicism make me feel like I'm incapable of directly contributing.
Which like, that's not a valid excuse, is it? Just going 'ah I'm anxious' while I'm positive there are people doing their best to cause real-world change who also struggle from similar issues as I do, it feels like a cop-out at best.
I don't have an actual point to this, just thinking out loud.