i guess it depends. like i dont think id want to draw gore involving any of my own ocs, thats never something ive wanted to consider doing. all the fpe stuff lately to me is some sorta weird fascination that ive never had a proper outlet for, so im indulging quite a bit here. the gore aspect of it is actually really... unexpected to me. i dont know why i like it so much in this context, and i dont know if there are any other contexts id enjoy it in. overall im still trying to make sense of this whole thing, but mainly trying to savor the enjoyment im getting out of these weird gory ideas i have running in my head and the motivation it gives me. sorry if that doesnt really answer your question, but to tell you the truth i dont exactly know what to think either.

