Video game-adjacent music for your podcast, stream or game, if you have coin.
Learning Blender with the hope of applying it to my music making
"never trust how you feel about your life past 9 pm" i think is the #1 piece of advice i have ever received ever in my entire life. that single sentence has done so much heavy lifting since i first read it it's unbelievable
Times to never trust how you feel about your life:
like all good pieces of advice i've received, i selectively apply this piece of advice only to what i want to apply it to
Counterpoint: everything useful I have applied for with an online form, from food stamps to FAFSA, was done in a fit of anxiety rage at 2 am
...as were most of my panic attacks. So fair, maybe.
the delicate balance of blocking the depression while keeping the late night "fuck it we ball" energy
god, fuck, don't i know that. it's always after midnight in a cocktail of emotional exhaustion and pent up frustration that i just boil over and do yet another job site application volley that never pans out
