except for that i want to. but like, freelancing? writing? video production?
i've been overdrawn in my bank for weeks. my health insurance ends in 20 days. i owe friends money. i can only function with weed otherwise my body collapses.
i'm not trying to be depressing, just... it's just not worth it, yeah? i can't work a physical job. i'm trying to get hired to write, edit, anything. but all my passions are jobs deemed automatable at best and useless at worst.
what... what do i do? i don't know. what do i do?
