It comes biting, out of the blue sometimes. The screaming agony of memory, sharp as it was the moment I heard. The Rending tear where you should be. I want every beautiful moment back again, and they never will be. I want to be playing Stellaris with you and Tia, laughing about finding a star named Covfefe because of that buffoons meme. I want to see you sitting on the couch, looking at me and hearing you go Mow. The feel of your hugs, the smell of you, your kisses, everything. I want all that time back.
I miss you, Shishi. Fox. More than I can ever say. I want to hear you doing your radio show again. I hug the piece of decking you brought me from when you visited the Iowa. I miss you so much it hurts and it feels like my heart is going to burst. I'll make curry. I promise. Please, just-
But this moment is what it is, and you are still dead, and I am still here. I miss you, so very much.
🎼
So I guess this is the end
But I'll remember you forever
And in my heart we'll be together
You will always be my friend
I'll still think of you when
I need a hand upon my shoulder
'Cause I know it isn't over
Someday I'll see you
Again
🎼
I miss you, Shishi. Fox. More than I can ever say. I want to hear you doing your radio show again. I hug the piece of decking you brought me from when you visited the Iowa. I miss you so much it hurts and it feels like my heart is going to burst. I'll make curry. I promise. Please, just-
But this moment is what it is, and you are still dead, and I am still here. I miss you, so very much.
🎼
So I guess this is the end
But I'll remember you forever
And in my heart we'll be together
You will always be my friend
I'll still think of you when
I need a hand upon my shoulder
'Cause I know it isn't over
Someday I'll see you
Again
🎼
