Shorkgirl

That Queer Shark 🏳️‍⚧️☭∍⧽⧼∊🦈

  • Sidhe/Fae/They

Oh Yeah, Our name is Aellae on Discord.

A House of Madness
If I am not I
Then who am I
Jewish
Gay Poetry Nerd
Still Searching for Arcadia
Distinctly Abnormal

My Scribblings
Gallery that has Aellae Screenshots - Including the NSFW ones.
✡ - ϴ⨺ - Plural - Poly - 44 T1D

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Korps Agent West Coast

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Feel free to ask us anything!
Interact with me? Yes, I luv it
In FFXIV a lot of the time
Moon Code : B4ENK65XV4
Carrd : https://aellae-catte.carrd.co/#
Aellae's Mostly IC Place:
@Dispatches-From-Amaurot


I had a minor breakdown earlier. I don't know if I ever get eyes on my writing, or my g-posing. The former I know is an art form. The latter is dubious. Others have told me it is, but I of course, in a cloud of self deprecation constantly doubt that in myself. I know that I toil over them. For hours on end, tweaking miniscule motions of finger, eye lid, angle of the eye. Adjust the breast, contort that back to where it needs to be.

They aren't my assets- but what they represent means so much to me. As much as the words that I have typed down. If not more so in some ways. Still, I have always struggled valiantly to get even the most miniscule of feedback on any of it.

How vain I must be, to writhe and complain out loud in regards to this. To plea for some speck of validation that what I do has any value. That it makes someone smile, even a little. That it makes someone feel something in their heart. Touched by word or image. That they can feel the emotions that pour out into the aether.

Please, anyone, let me know the screaming of my heart is not in vain.


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in reply to @Shorkgirl's post:

Yes. Always. And damn fine art at that. anyone who also says capturing noir through black and white how you do too isn't an artform is gonna start seeing red real quick.

Zomi: cracks knuckles [damn right.]