Meminisse

@Shorkgirl

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Meminisse @Shorkgirl1/18/2023, 8:51 PM

I have taken over for the girl. She's resting in the back of the skull. Everything all became too much for her. She'll be back, eventually. However, Aellae was not around, neither was Valeria. So that left it to me. I do worry after the day when she finally breaks for good.

The pain she expresses is quite real. So many through her life told her it was only in her head, and that she must be stronger than it. It is very difficult to be stronger than the demons that dwell in your own mind with you. In some ways, that is why she created the others, and invited me in. So she would not face the world and her mind alone.

What is an old evil fox that does not wish to be evil any longer to do but help? Know that if you speak to us until further notice, it is I.

#headmates #disassociation #Meminisse

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Noxulous of Fyth @Noxulous1/21/2023, 12:06 AM

It is an honor to meet you, in alot of ways im where you are right now.

Meminisse @Shorkgirl1/21/2023, 12:10 AM

Terumi: Myself and several of the others held the helm for several days. Spelling each other when needed. The girl is awake again, and tenuously at the front, at least for a little. She's a stubborn little fae. We are all rather fond of her, it's true. Someday she may not be able to come back, but that is a bridge incinerating that we shall prepare for. We hope that it is a long ways off yet.

I should think that you should always feel welcome to speak to any of us, should you like. You need only ask.

Noxulous of Fyth @Noxulous1/21/2023, 12:13 AM

That is a very kind offer, and we'd like to speak to all of you at some point or other, we like meeting non-human systems.

Meminisse @Shorkgirl1/21/2023, 12:18 AM

glances at her headspace and smiles off to the side Not even the girl considers herself human. We are stuck in a human shell, yes. None of us are human. Even though we bear human features for the sake of communication and understanding. It is difficult for many to conceptualise and understand that which is not human.

I consider myself to be a Yako, or Nogitsune, which has it's own connotations. There are reasons for why- even if they are old reasons. I once was a wild and beauteous thing. Willful, spiteful- and mercurial beyond measure. There is the Cherubim, who held the floor this morning. There are Aellae and Mesdina, who are a strange and intricately tied pair. There are others as well, but to a degree they are more fragments. Aellae is the most human appearing, and yet, she very much is not.

Final Fantasy XIV was a boon to several in this system, as a way to express ourselves. Mesdina and Aellae both strongly latched onto their representations.

Noxulous of Fyth @Noxulous1/21/2023, 12:20 AM

We had a human once, but he died recently from a trauma he was not equipped to weather, so now that only leaves Nox, Retaliation, Honor, Chorus, and the other one.