no, really!
like there is something uniquely liberating from the mindset of "I do not belong here, I am not qualified to be doing what I'm doing" than watching the richest man in the world, one who is somehow still heralded as a genius by many, be the biggest fuckin clownshoes jackass on the planet. like, when somebody shows up in my field and acts like this dude, they don't... get jobs, y'know? or they do and they are pretty swiftly let go because it's clear they have no actual idea what they're doing
and yeah yeah there's all that shit we can say about how billionaires happen at all and they're immune to this sort of scrutiny because of socioeconomic standing, but that's really not what this is about. this is about how it's so easy to see just how much he sucks ass. he's huffing his own farts daily. you see it in how he treats so many things he says as a mic drop moment only to be met with total silence. you see it in how every time things don't go his way, he just launches right into outwardly directed anger, as if everyone else is the problem
he is a man with no introspective qualities. the things he is allegedly a genius at are the kind of things where he's either being granted credit for the work of others or the kind of things where the only real notable thing is that he's reached a critical mass of either financial or social capital and that's influenced "success" along those lines. it is genuinely hard to believe I don't belong or am not good enough when this dude fucking exists the way he does