After nearly 9 years of feeling like I knew myself, I feel like I've discovered myself again anew after a year of constant confused feelings in my head. I'm feeling more comfortable being myself as Kelly, and through being Bigender. I'm just happy to be myself again- ๐
I won't abandon my gaytor entirely as a result of this. Krista stills means alot to me as much as my other sonas do, I just feel like I'm much more comfortable as of late being myself through Kelly, and being referred to as Kelly in name too <3 (Strat is fine by usual association btw I just meant that in terms of actual names sakes)
This also doesn't mean I won't abandon my feelings of being trans entirely within me. I still do associate some of those feelings in me and want to keep them there, I just feel more comfortable as of late being Bigender and presenting as such more outwardly to also give others some confidence in being themselves <333
But yeah! I feel...freakin great in myself again man. I love this-
