Mission status: uuuuuugh
This week should, by all accounts, be a pretty good week: got to wrap up playing a Lancer one-shot (a system I LITERALLY NEVER GET TO PLAY) and had a lot of fun there, @fwankie is collecting people for a second playtest set for the tabletop and got a lot of interest, plus the first is going really well, and like, nothing bad has happened and yet I'm still completely zonked out
I feel like my meds have stopped working or, possibly, are working too well; I had this exact state of too much energy and complete inability to focus or apply it or anything I want to actually do when I started them after, you know, two decades plus of undiagnosed depression and ADHD, and I'm not sure if this is my dumb brain working in cycles or what cuz that anniversary is literally coming up
Got a bunch of semi-important stuff I could be doing or should be doing but is just not urgent enough I can force myself to do it yet, and it's just an overwhelmingly meh feeling rn
I am channeling my best 'Captain, it's wednesday' energy I guess