the only character i'm Really having trouble designing is Pyrrha Dve.... i've just spent so long going awooga at her in Gideon's body that it's hard to imagine her in a different one!! i keep feeling like she's not butch enough, she's not brick enough, and then i have to remind myself, no, those feelings aren't right, she's actually ... .???
it doesn't help that everyone agrees she's "a stone cold fox" "an absolute bombshell" and "hotter than the very fires of hell". if just one person thought she was hot, that's great, i could guess their tastes and go off of that. or just straight men, ok, action movie love interest then. but the main two people discussing the topic were queer men, so i hope they have better taste than model perfect, but better taste means wider more varied taste! so what's less conventional, but also still conventual enough that they would unquestionably agree? esp bc Mercy goes on to say that Nigella is prettier and Augustine and John agree, so Pyrrha isn't pretty but she is hot? which does sound like butch to me. but as soon as i start making her super butch it's even harder to force myself to not just imagine Gideon's body..
and then to complicate things further there's the fact that she's a cop, i imagine her in uniform and suddenly it's impossible to come up with an attractive design lmao