I think I'm depressed :(
I keep going back to bed after I wake up - today I slept from 1:00-7:30, brought my kid to school, napped from 8:30-1:00, then took a three hour bath. And I wasn't even on my phone in the bath I was just laying there zoning out.
I don't have time to be doing this but that's probably exactly why I am. I don't want to work on my side hustles that barely make a dent in my expenses. I don't want to organize half a year of clutter, especially not when I don't have money for fun shelves and bins for it all. I don't want to get a new full time job that'll take up all my time and energy and pay absolute shit and might end up being for a shitty boss too. I don't even want to get ready for my show on Saturday because realistically it's the last one I should do because they require a lot of time and a nonzero amount of money and I can't spare that shit anymore.
😔😔😔