you ever just sitting there wishing you could stop thinking? you ever just thinking and wanting to not be? you ever just want a lobotomy? you wanna get lobotomized? you tired of being alive but don't want to die? you afraid of death because it's impossible to comprehend what may come after, if anything comes after? you ever find comfort in the idea of hell because it's impossible to comprehend Not Existing? you ever so afraid of the idea of simply not being that it keeps you up at night? has you in a cold sweat? has you shaking and hyperventilating? do you ever do anything you can to not think about it because it's so terrifying that you can no longer function? you ever try and hide your absolute dread of the unknown in a shitpost? you ever wash a dog's ass?
