Coming from someone that almost exclusively studies it, i think im getting a little exhausted with the worlds obsession with the human body.

Its great and interesting and hard as fuck to draw correctly, but people arent appreciating their bodies for what they are.
We only appreciate them for what they look like, for what parts are on them and how pure and decadent they can be.

And... i dont care?
To an extent its kind of proving to me that the only thing anyone cares about anymore is getting fucked?

Body positivity is tops, positive body.. 'ignorance?' Is not. I dont believe it is healthy to constantly seek out communities that have a fetish for your body type and start posting your body in those communities and gain a following, a fan base, centered around what you look like naked.

It just seems too easy to manipulate, and if people can be manipulated then they will be.

I think your focus on your own body should just be for you, for what you want it to be, how you want to feel, and what feels good to you personally.

I dont know, maybe im just out of touch i just dont remember when it became the norm to do this and im getting tired of being subjected to this little moment where i guess im expected to pass a judgement on someone elses flesh?

Thats what it is, right?

Im supposed to look at you and decide whether i like it or not right?
If its good or bad.
But heres something, what if i dont want to.
What if i dont have the energy to decide on if i enjoy looking at the meat puppet carrying around your brain.

What if i dont especially care at any real point about your tits, dicks, balls, pussy, ass, taint, armpits, hips, feet, thighs, arms, face, and whatever else people are attracted to.. ear lobes???
Like am i crazy? Does no one else get tired of this? Does no one else kind of feel like its a little bullshit to look at people all the time like youre grocery shopping?

Maybe im just tired of being human.
Maybe i just want to sleep.