i'm burned the fuck out in a lotta aspects of my life,
physical issues where i am losing sensation in my hands / severe carpal tunnel, which i'm trying to get on disability for, but i dont know how long it'll take or if i'll get approved.
my sleep schedule's been shattered for months now, im still dealing with former friend of 20 years turned cyberstalker doxxing me and spreading fucked up lies about me, which truly has destroyed a lot of my self esteem and made me feel unsafe in my home, in a lot of ways.
i still have no source of income for food, meds, hrt etc, got denied for EBT / food stamps because i missed the interview date not having a phone yet, who knows when i'll be able to get another interview ( a lot of ppl in my state are being denied food stamps currently )
having my bird app account offed because a billionaire broke twitter forever & shattered my ability to reach out to a couple thousand people for help, my old gofundme i had is basically a done deal, and i cant even get back into my gofundme account right now ( faster just to paypal me if you'd like to help )
the ONLY thing keeping me afloat is i have a decent situation in terms of shelter for now ( next year is a looming unknown ).
i have no real connection at this point to family, or any real safety net.
i feel guilty as hell asking for help at my age, long after i should have figured this shit out.
if you can spare anything, it is incredibly appreciated:
paypal.me/plasmasword