You might of noticed the lack of streams and posts coming from me lately. The beginning of this month I suffered a pretty bad mental breakdown that left me feeling scared and incapacitated for quite a bit. After seeing my Dr. and therapist, as well as talking to friends on Discord, I was ready to put that behind me and begin work anew. However, lack of sleep during the panic attacks on top of feeling like I needed to work harder and thus getting wrapped up in things not allowing myself to sleep has eroded my health this week that I've been feeling a bit weak and passing out during the day, even when I intend to stream that day.
I had a lot of grand plans for this month of DOSember that have completely gone ignored due to this. For that, as well as not taking better care of myself (missing meals, missing sleep, etc) I apologize. I hope to squeeze out a few more dos streams this month and I'd like to come back in January refreshed and renewed. Thank you for being so patient with me during my troubled times. I can't promise it'll be the last of them but hopefully I'll be better at managing them along with my health moving forward.
One thing that's been on pause this month was the Dream Harrier 2.0 revamp. I wanted to start the new year fresh but making that kind of deadline would introduce a lot of stress into me that I really don't need at this time. I will still be working on it but at a slower pace. You can expect that revamp sometime in the future.