It's so nice to be at a point with my body where I'm like " Ooh I'm going out to visit friends, maybe I could put on eyeliner or somethin..." And like, dance games are gonna happen so probably not but like, it's really nice that I'm catching myself caring and feeling like I can channel more self image/gender euphoria...
Thinking about recently when I asked partner how an outfit looked and they said something like "ever since you started transitioning your outfits rock extra hard" and like, all I could say was huh, I guess I care now. It's a really good feeling to not just be coping with myself but to really feel happier in my body. Still cherishing the regular "Oh! My..." positive moments I get looking in the mirror a lot of the time now. Still surprising every time to be met with more than just apathy or avoidance and just... Good feelings :3
